and it thunders in my ears and flutters in my heart, ringing with such an indescribable song.<--- Oh god you have no idea how much I love your voice. It's like a happy torment to my soul. I love to hear you randomly sing. you beautiful being, you.
Stay calm among all the 'noise' and focus on your dreams. Even if you do one small thing each day that will get you closer to achieving your dream you'll be amazed at how the collective efforts will all add up and all of a sudden - DREAM ACHIEVED!