Feeling powerless and being powerless are two very different things. As you take small steps towards your goal,s (no matter how you're feeling) you will discover that powerless is not who you are at all!
communism do not come back! a shop in Poland in the end of communism era; The sign says: "the government cares about the people"- classic communist propaganda with empty shelves and no way to feed your family.
The word "Elohim" (the plural of El or possibly of Eloah) is the first name used for God given in the Tanakh: “In the beginning, God (Elohim - plural - Who else could that mean?) created the heavens and the earth” (Genesis B'reshit
"Jeżeli więc ustami swoimi wyznasz, że JEZUS JEST PANEM, i w sercu swoim uwierzysz, że Bóg Go wskrzesił z martwych - osiągniesz zbawienie. Bo sercem przyjęta wiara prowadzi do usprawiedliwienia, a wyznawanie jej ustami - do zbawienia." (Rz 10, 9-10)