May your soul rest peacefully in the gates of heaven Jonghyun. You were such an inspiration, and deserved so much more. Have a safe journey to heaven. I hope your soul can achieve real happiness someday.
I was just lying there, too numb to realize that I was freezing and too tired to realize I was in water. I had this hollow feeling in my chest, a black hole that was devouring every good thing I had been.