"Syrniki" - are sweet fried cheese fritters or pancakes , garnished with sour cream, jam, honey, or apple sauce. In Russia they are also known as "tvorojniki". Can be lightened up with low fat Ricotta and light sour cream.
You didnt love her. You just didnt want o be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was just food for your ego. Or, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didnt love her. Because you dont destroy people you love.