I’m hungry, but If I eat I’ll just throw it up later. I’m tired but I can’t sleep because I’m scared of what I’ll see in my dreams. I’m sad but I won’t show weakness with my tears. I’m suicidal, but I can’t bring myself to kill myself.
I can't explain how incredibly accurate this is for me right now. I want to die, but I can't do it myself, because it would hurt one person. If its an accident, Its not my fault. Please, just let me die. Please.