I thought about you today and I didn't want you. Thinking about you doesn't make me happy anymore. It does excite me. I don't feel the need to hear your voice anymore or see your face ever again. (I Want A Divorce)
It isn't fair when you know a simple thought from them could rearrange you. All that remains is the hope that somewhere along the way you discarded a stronger more vivacious version of yourself. A fragment to be called upon when you have nothing left.