"Socializing is as exhausting as giving blood … We loners … have a smaller tolerance for what it takes to be with others. It means having to perform. I get so tired of communicating" - Anneli Rufu.I feel like this sometimes!
I swear, people throw around the word 'toxic' like confetti to avoid having to work through difficulty in life/relationships. If you throw everything away just because it's 'hard' you'll miss some of the best times in your life eventually.
I grew up feeling this way. Still feel this way many days, but my depression cannot keep me down. I fight every. I wish for things to be easy, to be strong, and sometimes it's impossible. Sometimes I just can't.
Please don't ask if I'm okay. I might do something stupid like open up to you and I'm really tired of getting close to people and watching them leave me like I'm nothing. I always lose the people I'm close to
Sometimes we have to make difficult decisions in life, even when they hurt. If only everyone was able to let go and move on. Some people try to hang on far longer than they should. Just let go. Can't would be a word I'd use forsure