It hurts, no one can understand how you really feel. We hide our pain, put on a brace face and carry on. Being strong is hard especially for long periods of time, coping on your own. I feel the pain of others, I really do.
Its absolutely terrifying to let someone in. Let them see the darkest corners of your soul, the reasons why you cry and why they make you happy. Its absolutely terrifying because they might run away with your secrets and never give them back.
We met at the wrong time. That’s what I keep telling myself anyway. Maybe one day years from now, we’ll meet in a coffee shop in a far away city somewhere and we could give it another shot. ― Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind