"Honesty is an expensive gift but don't expect it from cheap people." where I see this so that the cheap people are assumed to be gullible easily manipulated by mock-cheap things so there is no reason to trust easily-manipulative people.
Let it go! Is it really necessary to hold on to it? Let it go now. Its too heavy. Just let it go. You know you want to. Don't be afraid. You know you need to. You know life will get better once you do. Let it go now. Just let it go,