I'd walk away and never look back. You ruined me and I will never forgive you for that. You were convenient when I needed a distraction and I was convenient when you wanted to feel loved. I wish I'd never met you.
You don't intentionally hurt and destroy people you love, you don't use them for your benefits. So, in realizing that, it gets easier letting go of what was and a certain side of optimism. Protect your hearts, protect your lives.
There are things you don’t want to happen, but have to accept, things you don’t want to know, but have to learn, and people you can’t live without but have to let go. Some circumstances and people come into your life just to strengthen you.