I grew up feeling this way. Still feel this way many days, but my depression cannot keep me down. I fight every. I wish for things to be easy, to be strong, and sometimes it's impossible. Sometimes I just can't.
Just because I've decided not to think of you anymore, it doesn't mean you won't pop into my mind once in a while. You may be gone and out of my life now, but I'll never stop loving you. Wishing Stars by Lang Leav