let it go
You know what your problem is? You get attached fast. And once you're attached to someone you do everything you can to please them and make them happy. It's never been about what you want it's always everyone's needs before your own. You give out too many chances to people who quite frankly do not deserve them. They take advantage of you and you become a pushover. But you're okay with that because they're in your life and that's all you ever really wanted. And even if they screw you over you...